And because of it .. the digital art I have been making has been dark and gloomy...My Father has had to once again start his chemo treatments....we all had to beg him to try again...did we have the right to do that? My heart feels heavy is the family being selfish. wanting him to fight again...This Stupid CANCER.....takes so many people...
To loose my father I cant even fathom... so I choose to not think about it.. instead this other form of sadness is coming out...
I cant even post what I have done...they bother me so..Anyone who has family with cancer or any illness knows I am sure the pain you feel... watching...loving..waiting..hoping...Thought I could do this.. but not tonight...
i will try again at another time
